| The best song in the world is right here. The only excuse you have to not hear it is if you chose not too click here. http://search.singingfish.com/sfw/search?a_submit=1&aw=1&sfor=a&dur=a&fmp3=1&freal=1&fwin=1&fqt=1&cmus=1&rpp=20&persist=1&exp=0&query=on+prom+night&a_eml_search=1&email_type=2
click on the 4:01 from victoria records.
Now, i am good. i feel good. that song just makes me feel good. this is one of those nights where you are content and happy just because you are alone and doing what you want. i am friends again with kaylah. I am going to be able to hang out with a friend this weekend for new years. i have just made an aquantance a better friend that i respect and like. so lets talk about new years resolutions. i will try never to lie again. no matter what the consequences. i will try to treat everyone i like as if i have known them for a hundred years. i will have more fun. i will be honest in every statement and kind to ears that hear them. i will give more of myself. What will you do? |
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| Hello anyone and everyone. much time has come and gone since my last entry and i think that anyone who has ever read this before will probably not read it again so this is more for me. The chronicals of narnia are coming out to the movies. i ironically started reading them right before i saw the first commercial. my friend just lent them to me and said read. they are really entertaining although the language is easy. this year has flown by too quick for me to realize that every day is a day less that i can spend at my high school as a student. for me winter has already come. you know that feeling when you just stare out into the vast plain of white, well i had that for one day and since then it has turned grey and stayed grey. i am not happy but i am not sad. there is something i need. something that i want but i don't know what it is. i am looking for it but the search makes me more sad every minute i can't find whatever the heck it is. I have been thinking on my decision on the military or school and i haven't decidied yet. i am afraid of what the decision will do to my friends and family. i haven't recently obtained the best friend i have ever had. he is josh kessenger. my old best friend has drifted and changed so much that when i am around him it feels like i don't know him any more. though we are still friends it seems i don't care as much about him. Josh however has known me for many years and this year we have really become friends. He has so many things in his life and he has given up a few of them for me which i honor. my car sucks and is getting suckier. The heat doesnt work and it takes too much gas and the wind blows inside of it somehow and the oil leaks to quickly. my little sister is taking weird pictures of herself and putting them online now. my older sister seems to be drifting away from me. My older brother seems to have already done that. My father won't listen to what i have to say. I want to talk to kaylah but every time i pick up the phone i think about how much she doesn't want to talk to me which in turns ends the call before i even dial it. It is funny that she is still on my 2 and 3 speed dial on my phone. i thought about changing it but i don't know who i would put there every one elses number i am used too. i have just received my acceptance letter from MTSU. i have an offer to go into the military 2 ranks higher than most of the other recruits. So what is it i am looking for? i have friends i have family. i have a job and a car. i make good grades and i like independence. i have everything i need and most things i want. it is the holiday and i still crave something. if you know what it is tell me. if you don't thanks for reading this far. |
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| i just heard from the great kenny brown " your my little liver disease". ha ha. i am "quite good" for those of you who know sam, he is about to recieve a washin. He really needs it. I am about to read the Da Vinci Code. I am leaving to go to springfield soon so don't expect an update for another couple of weeks but be sure to check back occasionally. until another time goodbye |
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| i honestly don't think that anybody will read this but for those who do it has been more than a halft of a year since the last time i have typed. i am actually wonderful. things that are different about me since my last time. I have a car. i have a new saxaphone. i am not going to be field commander for next years band. i am not going to be assistant commander for next years band. i am going to be field captain for next years band. i am to be the AFJROTC's group commander. overall i am pretty good. thanks |
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| back from the dead. i am here and at the library and my librarian came over and told me i had bad breath. lol. she got me pepperment. and then she gave me another one and said "for the girls." i said for the girl. lol. well back to this now. i obviously haven't had a true chance to get on xanga in a long while. good time start with k and c and N-64. i can write a whole lot more but not here and not now. adios |
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